big wonders

it’s been a while @u@ jdksgjsdkgjs i feel so disappointed at myself right now ‘cause i haven’t been able to update here and write my devotion every night QAQ and i think my recent frustrations and depressions have something to do with it.  i pray not QAQ;;

but things have also been nice ovob we’re almost finished with our shooting for Noli Me Tangere for our RizLife subject.  only one scene left thank God~ and also, i get to meet some of my friends online later (yes later, ‘cause it’s already 1:30 am)!  and..and…i’m somehow improving in drawing!  and..and…God just told me through my older bro that i’m a not yet half full drum of water now (i was a cup full of water before, but God expanded me so now i somehow feel empty but in fact i’m going to be more passionate for God! that makes me happy ;u; <3 )! also, i’m doing good in school!  my 3D professor just told me that i have a future as a 3D modeler ovob and we’re starting on our finals in flash class, 3D class and aniprin class!

there are a lot more, but i can’t remember some of them (you know me..poor memory desu)  but yea, i’m grateful to God that He’s letting me experience these good and bad things ovo i know He has a reason for everything!  so praise God! <3

the artwork God inspired me to work on during Sunday’s preaching ouo

anyway, i really notice that i lack time to post here and work on my devotion ;A;  i pray God will motivate me to catch up on that last part.  

great news though, my lil’ bro is the Salutatorian of their batch! \o/  I’m very happy and thankful to God ‘cause He didn’t let the plans of the enemy prevail.  Also, I’m doing good in school, i think. just lack sleep, that’s all.  and we went to time zone today~ had loads of fun though i went home early ;u;

thank God~ \o\

Yule as Rapunzel ouo

amg i haven’t posted in a while @A@;; been busy with stuff aaaaa *fail* my memory’s vague about what happened in the past week so i can’t post about those anymore *sob* but here are some that i do remember that i must thank God for~<3

~ got a 95% on my midterm plate in landscape and a 98% in my Rizlife class

~ protected the Philippines from the tsunami (there was an earthquake last Friday in Japan and a tsunami cam after amg ;A;)

~ the nations are getting together as one to help Japan and even the other countries that have been experiencing disasters and calamities.  may God’s name continue to be glorified!

~ enjoying everyday with my family and friends~

~ got to open up to one of my friends about wanting to talk to them about Jesus

~ God spoke to me about that through the preaching today and through Pastor Sonny.  He told me that I should stoop down to their level like what Jesus did (which i’m already doing).  I don’t know how to pull them up though ;A; i pray God will tell me how.

~ going to meet up with some of my internet friends on the 29th~ i just pray God will allow me to go @A@

~ finished the noli me tangere script for our film.

~ bought a new stuffed toy! <3 the stuffed toy i’ve been wanting to buy but i didn’t have money.  then after 5 months i saw it again and bought it!! 8D

so far that’s what i remember.  i pray God will let me catch up on the devotion i’m doing ‘cause i’ve been slacking off.  aaaaa sorry Lord~ i pray i’ll have more time for You! @A@;;

ack fail OTL didn’t get to post the past few days after all  been busy and the internet’s being turned off early *sob* but anyway thank God for the past few days~ I’ll just summarize everything that has happened in a list again @u@

Sunday:

~ Volunteer Weekend! God impressed in my heart that I really should be a prayer warrior, so I decided to join the Intercessory Ministry, but I have to give up one of my other two (almost gave up Kids’ Church).  In the end, I decided to keep my ministries and just be a prayer warrior in dA~ I pray that this is the path God has set for me!

Monday: 

~ I forgot the other stuff that happened.  I know I just finished making those decorations for the Kids’ Church room).  Thank God~ 8D

~ Oh, our previous housekeeper also agreed to make Sakura’s staff for me! Praise God~

Tuesday:

~ Watched Pasintabi with my classmates.  The movie was a bummer.  Real pity ‘cause the story was crap and…not saying anything else @u@

~ Gave up on those star thingers for my costume.

Wednesday:

~ Ate at Pancake House with my folks and older bro :D

~ Didn’t get to find stars, but my mom just asked someone to make stars out of cloth and then fill them with fiber fill~

~ THANK GOD~! My groupmates and I won in the Brain Buster contest!  Our final score was 102 while the next to us was 88 :D  And we didn’t even study!  (I felt ashamed of myself for some moment ‘cause my groupmates, while we were being interviewed in the front, all answered “We just guessed”, while I answered, “Thank God!”  I know I shouldn’t be embarrassed of my faith, so sorry Lord ;A;).  We won medals, certificates and a P100 gift check from Starbucks (shaaaaaaake!).  Go Animation team!

~ My folks and I worked on my costume and staff until 5am (well at least my mom and I did)  Thank You Lord~ 

Thursday:

~ Tiring walk from Ayala station to school while carrying my bags (what’s inside: overnight clothes, costume, shoes, sketchpad, hairdryer, stuffed toy) and my staff.  Got to school looking wasted and arm hurting.

~ Depressed during the afternoon ‘cause 1) some of my friends were sad, 2) felt unimportant ‘cause they were attending to each other’s needs though I asked for help too ;n; (ended up putting make-up on myself, and if i did not start blow drying my hair, my classmate wouldn’t notice me and help me), and 3) hungry >8U

~ Got happy when we started taking photos and such

~ Didn’t won but had lots of fun

~ OVERNIIIIIIIGHT!

Friday (Today):

~ Only got an hour of sleep ‘cause 1) it was cold in the classroom, 2) not in the mood, 3) played Dissidia: FF with my best bud, 3) took a shower before bed (which is not good if i want to sleep >8I)

~ Had loads of fun with my classmates and friends in Avilon Zoo (they also taught/reminded me on how to ride a bike again! ;u; oh gosh thank God for my friends!  and those duuuuuuuuuucks!!!), and Toei animation studio.  Also, we bought a whole cake and shared 8D  And that bus riiiiide!!!

~ Right arm hurting a lot ‘cause of that bag >8I  but my mom massaged it 8D

Now i really need to get to bed~  THANK YOU LORD GOD FOR EVERYTHING AND EVERYDAY!! <3

will post it along with 022811 :D need to sleep ‘cause it’s 4am orz thank God still~ 8D

Roxas and Ven from KH series for Pauline my “twin”/best bud~<3

thank God for this lovely day~ took my lil bro to school so he can take the exams while i have classes.  he said it was harder than the upcat exams, but i believe that God will let him pass the exams ‘cause he should study there in iAC haha~

finished that drawing thank God and watched Tangled finalleeeeh!!! i love that movie now~ thank God! hahahaha~

ice cream twiiiins <3 8D

thank God for another great day!!! got treated by my folks to lunch~ didn’t need to fret about my “not done” homework ‘cause we didn’t get to shoot it at school anyway~ had loads of fun with my friends while waiting for class by eating junk food as my friend’s birthday treat (it was her birthday last monday), eating mysterious jellybeans, playing scoop with another one of my friends (which explains why our characters in REM are eating ice cream~ raeg buddies we are too! XDD) aaaaand got a 98 in my midterm in flash!! *happy roll* oh how God blesses me soooo <3 THANK YOU LOOOOORD~

Lazen and Yule 

aaaaa it’s been a while since I posted here again QAQ;; thank God I got to post today~ but I must be quick ‘cause my older bro might get mad at me for not sleeping early aaaaaa (he’s like my mom now OTL ahaha)

anyway~ THANK YOU LORD for blessing me so much these past few days!! <3 I’m really very happy and confounded by how much you love me and blessing me~ I know that it’s not because if I did anything good, but because of who You are! \o/ I’ll just list it down again~

Saturday: 

~ Got a 100% in my midterms in 3D modelling class!! yaaaaay~

~ Got to spend time with my friends again~

Sunday: (this has been such an awesome day!)

~ Drowned in God’s presence during praise and worship time~ Couldn’t stop crying my eyes out and standing in awe of God~

~ Learned something that really should be learned in church and at home rather than anywhere else

~ Spent time with my churchmates

~ Learned a lot in Victory group!

Monday:

~ Got to spend time with my friends!

~ Amazingly, we finished shooting Council of Gods despite the fact that we started very late and running out of time! Praise God!

~ Got scolded by older bro ‘cause of sleeping pattern, but I know it’s for a good cause =u=

Tuesday/Today:

~ Finished that drawing above ^

~ Yule’s part of a famiry /o/

~ Got to relax *happy sigh*

Aaaaaah God is indeed great and awesome~ <3

FREEEEDOOOOOOOM!!!! 

the hectic part of midterms week is finally ovaaah!! >8D Thank God He helped me go through it~ I’m happy with my progress so far~ but I’m still craving for improvement.  I pray and I believe that God will bless me and guide me more in drawing and animating~

anyway, gaaaaaaaaa PRAISE GOD~ kuya mark finally bought me a sub in dA~ 1 year sub ftw! *dances* i’m still checking what i can do with it, but so far i’m happy that i can profess my faith in the journal section ‘cause of the stamps~ also, i wanna make my own journal skin >o>

also, i still have cough…but i believe that God will heal me completely before sunday comes~ aaaand God allowed me to have another project in church: decorating the KC room~<3

mmmm..i need to get to bed.  i pray that starting now i’ll have more time to post here every night and also doodle for self-improvement.  must learn new styles!!! >8U

valentine’s WIP <3

thank God for this day ouo got to sleep more ‘cause my mom didn’t let me go to school early even though we have practice for the RIZLIFE poem…then when i got there, thank God they finished working 8D *is proud of her groupmates*

then we had class in aniprin.  honestly, i’m not enjoying the class, but at least we’re somehow learning ;u; i can’t complain.  still gotta thank God ‘cause we were still allowed to submit our plates, though it already has a minus. oh well…just make the most out of the next exercises.

also, thank God we got to buy bristol boards..finallyyyyyy!!!!

and my coughing’s a bit less now 8D